My Past

I'm a good child to both of my parents , but i used to give them a lot sadness and disappointment.
I still remember so clearly when i was in Standard 2 . I failed my Bahasa Melayu caused i forgotten to do 1 whole page. I got scolded my dad so badly. Move on to UPSR , thanks to my 3rd Brother gave me tuition and save me. A good result but it wasn't qualified for me to enter HIgh School.
My parents went here and there , trying to get their youngest son into famous High School. They feel disappointed , why 3 of his 4 sons , doesn't give them worries.

They take a lot bus trips traveling from Bkt.Mertajam to Jabatan pendidikan on Penang island under hot sun. They're sweating but they ain't give me up. I take that for granted that time. I didnt notice their sacrfices , and yet i hate dad for scolding me.

There's a good point , my mum never scold me. Thats why i doesnt scare her and i love her. Finally , i got to enter HSBM. I didnt appreciate my parents hard work and result in i did so badly in my PMR and SPM exams.

My mum so sad when i first got my SPM result. My dad disappointed in me. I always blame that i don have warmth in my family , perhaps i'm the one who doesnt wanted to feel the warmth.

My dad wants me to enter Form 6 , so i did. For the first year , i hate studies and the result is so bad. Thus , my parents often argue about me. In about 8 months before STPM, i decided to make a change. I don wan to see my mum cry again.

Well , i studied hard . I scored even better in my second account test , (33/100) than in Test 1. I realise i'm able to do something. I keep on working hard. I finally passed and scored at (56/100). I always seek advices from a friend who always first in the class. I still thank him so much for giving me free tuition 3 months before STPM.

STPM result finally releases.. I opened up the letter and called back home. I told my dad , i got 3B and a C. He heard 3D 1C. He hung up. I didnt thought of he heard wrong. So i went back home , saw his angry face and said " Show me your Result!" . When i showed him , he saw 3 B and 1 c. He asked me whose result is that. =.=....

My mum cried as she didnt believe it at all. I feel so satisfied and i finally understand all the scoldings and lecture from parents was all for me. And i'm so grateful to get an offer letter from UTM.

After i entered UTM , i took things for granted again. I think i'm clever caused i'm in a Uni. So i just work as hard as i worked in STPM. The semester i only scored 3.2 cgpa. In the semester break , i helped my mum sell nasi lemak . I see her tired , wrinkled face , and her hand full of wrinkles. I know she is getting old. Sometimes i wonder what for she have to work so hard now? She works all just to maintain the family and aid her children in monetary in case they need them.

I've understand all these , i decided to work hard to grant my parents a good lifestyle. I scored 3.81 CGPA in Sem 2 and 3.67 in Sem 3 .
And Sem 4 result is coming out soon , i honestly have tried my best to achieve best results.

I always remind myself with this story , just to remind myself how lucky i am to have such good parents. I should be grateful too that i'm blessed with perfect family.