Miserable !

I dont know how to define what just happen to me today. It could be good and it might be bad too.
Sometimes i wondering how much i can influence my friends. Do i really their some kind friends?

Today i have no idea why.. when i woke up my mood , attitude and behaviour just changed . It just like i suddenly have some kind of power which can see my friends ' real face' . The words came out form their mouth just a bunch of thorns piercing heart.

They keep talk talk talk , i really wanted to hit the table and asked them to shut up. Fortunately , wonder why i just stay calm and do nothing. Maybe i'm not a friend of them. I'm just a passer by.

And i also realise the way i talk wasnt honest all the time and maybe this is the reason nobody around me is trust able. Well, i had already train not to rely on my friends and eventually i can live without them too. Ha ha. That's the happy thing. I didnt told them before what i thought of just because i dont want any things for me to worry about . All these i feel it is not worthy for my to think of.

Friends...They are just taking advantages on you. When they need something on you , they'll come to you . When they need something not on you , They'll leave you.

For all the lies i told before , LOL.. haha .. I better keep quiet . Actually the lies is play play 1 .. Not really lies that result anything also. Cheh..! I'm a humour boy , i can make anyone laugh but too bad i rarely make myself smile.

Forget all these things la.. Since i already said it is not worth.!! haha.