Sunday, September 28, 2008

Why i'm studying?

Previously i had a chat with my I.E lecturer . He got 3 masters and 2 degree and i asked him what's makes him so dedicated to study so hard.

" maybe i thirsty of knowledge , the more i study the most i feel not enough", He answered

Urgh.. Thirsty for knowledge till have 3 masters and 2 degree and he must be very thirsty. I couldnt even think of i'm having a masters as now i'm quite pressured with them degree studies.
What more can i think of spending so many more years in University? That's crazy.

I'm afraid of people asking me why do i study. Actually i study not for my own but for my parents but my parents said study for your own good. Ermm , i study for my mum. She sacrifice too much and get too many disappointment from her son , me. Every examination , she prayed for me and told me to study hard. I just ' janji kosong' to her. Then she got scolded badly from my dad.

I realise all these when i'm 19 years old. A bit late ha.. But i don care i'm going for a change. I promise her she will never get scolded from dad anymore and i'll try my best to enter university. My mum doesnt expect so much as i gave her a lot disappointment before. Well the day i went to take my result and gave my mum a call . She feels so relieved that my results actually didnt caused dad to scold her ya. HAHAHAHHAHA.. Then another lucky strikes , which i accepted from UTM.

I guess my mum is just so happy that i accepted by the university. Well i'm happy too. Thanks my mum who did a lot behind me to encourage me to the bright path. This is why i named my blog as Bright Path , because i knew now i'm on the bright path and my mum is my life-torched light that will never lit off. Well , i need to thanks my dad too because without him doing so much 'Bad guys things' i will never go through such experiences and i might never change at all.

Everything is like being fated but before that i have a chance to change everything. so i believe that Chances is fated. It's on your hand whether you want to take the chance or other wise your life is fated.

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